It’s been so long since I’ve last written, there have been countless blog posts that I’ve started but I was never able to find the words to write.
Sometimes life simply has a way just getting away … the days have been passing by so quickly and it’s hard to believe that I have been living here in Barcelona for over 10 months. But at the same time it’s so believable because of how truly comfortable and settled I feel here.
Each day that passes by I feel as if I am more and more starting to learn my way, to begin to finally find my place in this world and slowly I am growing into a person that I am both happy and proud to be. The way I handle things are way more level-heads and mature than I ever have. I have learned that even though I may not know what I do want, each day I’m learning more of what I don’t want. And therefore by learning and realizing these things I am closer. To what? I don’t know, but not knowing is okay.
I’ve made a big decision recently regarding my future, that is that next year I will be definitely staying in Barcelona. It just feels so right. I feel so settled and happy here and could not imagine myself being anywhere else. It is home to me, maybe not forever but definitely for now.
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Time definitely has its way of passing by way too quickly. I think I have at least twenty drafts I haven’t gotten around to. Congratulations on making a big decision. No better reason than that it just feels right. 🙂
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