As the title suggests my disappearance, and lack of writing has really been due to the fact that I’ve been working on getting myself back together and focusing on myself right now…
If you follow my blog, you know I’m going through a bit of a rough patch and struggling a bit with my depression which I wrote about (living my best life (with depression)living my best life (with depression)) …. but I’m working through it, and getting better
Before anything I just want to say THANK YOU! My last post where I wrote about my depression and my current struggles, the amount of support I got from all these amazing bloggers out there was just absolutely incredible. Everyone was so supportive, encouraging and just outright amazing, and for that I am beyond grateful. (additionally, I just surpassed 2,000 followers … so thank you to all you wonderful people who are following along on this crazy journey of mine and are enjoying my thoughts, ramblings and adventures)
These past 11 days I’ve really been getting my life on-track. I’ve set goals, and started working to make those goals happen. Returning back to a life that I feel as if I no longer belong in has been extremely difficult, but it’s made easier by the fact that I know this is only temporary. In just a few more months I will be moving and beginning the next adventure.
While I am excited to begin my next adventure, and go live abroad again. It still is hard, to feel as if your home is no longer your home anymore. It is hard to feel that this place that was once your whole world, is really only a small part of your world.. I know in my heart that this place will always be home, but it doesn’t truly feel like home anymore.
Now, again, I am writing yet another post that is all over the place… but I guess this is me now… the disorganized mess in all her glory.
Anyway I’m pushing myself to get my life back on track, setting goals (no matter how big or small) and working towards them (and rewarding myself for achieving my goals). Constantly reminding myself that this is only temporary, that the hard work and hard times are for a reason and something good is coming on the horizon… One foot in front of the other, day by day.. better days are coming.