As my time in Barcelona is winding down I have been experiencing a true rollercoaster of emotions. I am feeling both ready and excited for the future but at the same time heartbroken and deeply saddened at the idea of living this city that has truly become home to me. While I know the next … Continue reading One more month….
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I hate the feeling of regret, I try and live my life with as little regret as possible. I like to believe that the decisions I have made throughout my life have been the right ones. I mean... they have brought me to the place I am now.. so clearly I'm doing something right. But … Continue reading regrets
Two years ago today was the day everything changed. It was the day I bought a one way ticket to Barcelona. It was the day my dreams became a reality. It was the day I started to believe that anything was possible. That was both the scariest and happiest day. I was so scared … Continue reading 2 years ago
I have no clue what I'm doing, I have no clue where I'm going. While I know that I don't need to have a definite 10 year life plan at the moment, I need to have some sort of clue, at least some semblance of an idea. I need to make some sort of plan. … Continue reading the future freaks me out
What happens when you fall in love abroad? I thought that would be a question I would never need to figure out the answer to, a problem I would never face. But sometimes life doesn't happen the way you think it will. But the reality is I've met someone and it's really changed everything. The … Continue reading Love Abroad
Anxiety is like the giant elephant in the room. Something you always feel, always see, but no one else notices it... or wants to talk about it. It's something that I've kept out of my writing, and after having a rather difficult past few weeks I felt it was time to address it. (In some … Continue reading Living (abroad) with anxiety
Of this be sure: you do not find the happy life... you make it. Everywhere I go in Barcelona i find happiness. There is something about this city that makes me beyond happy, it feels like home and I'm just so comfortable here. And while for me this is the perfect place I can't help … Continue reading happiness
I have officially been living home back in New York for one month.... the only word to describe what I am feeling right now is STUCK. I know I am going back to Barcelona soon but right now sitting and waiting around to go back is driving me crazy. I am currently dealing with processing … Continue reading stuck
Sometimes living abroad it is difficult to do "normal" things, or things you constantly do when living at home. You don't always realize how much you miss those things until you're reminded of them, either via a photo on social media, or just happening upon something one day. Sometimes it makes you homesick, sometimes it … Continue reading Bringing a slice of home to Barcelona
when I think about the future I am filled with both fear and excitement.... There are just so many possibilities. I am so used to having my life clearly planned out for me... Or being able to see some sort of path into the future. But now I quite honestly have no clue. I feel … Continue reading Late night thoughts
the Confessions of a Wanderer 